Why this work matters for queer men

Queer men carry stories that run deeper than most of us ever articulate. Many of us learned from an early age to shape-shift, to perform, to protect parts of ourselves that felt too tender for the world. Those adaptations helped us survive, and they also distanced us from the softness, connection, and belonging our hearts have always wanted.

Psychedelic medicine offers a rare doorway into that deeper truth. It invites us to meet ourselves with honesty instead of armor, to feel what we have muted, and to reconnect with the parts of our identity that deserve to be fully expressed. When queer men gather in ceremony together, something extraordinary happens. The room becomes a sanctuary. The body relaxes. Shame lifts. Community reawakens.

This is not just a ceremony. It is a remembrance of who we are when we are seen without judgment, supported without condition, and welcomed in our fullness. It is a space where our queerness is not something to work around, but a source of beauty, depth, and power that amplifies healing.

The experience

A full evening and overnight held in a private home in the West Hollywood and Hollywood area. We gather in the evening, share a meal, and move into a six to eight hour medicine ceremony and community circle together. You stay the night inside the container, and we complete the next morning with integration and breakfast before you head home. Everything is prepared and held with care, start to finish.

The medicines

I work with a full range of sacred medicines and match them thoughtfully to the circle and to each participant. For this ceremony that includes heart-opening medicines, psilocybin, and ayahuasca-infused chocolates. If you have never worked with these before, you are welcome here. We prepare you fully beforehand, and you are supported the entire way.

Your guide, Bobby Lennox

I have spent nearly a decade walking the medicine path, receiving hundreds of journeys, apprenticing with teachers, and guiding many seekers through profound change. My approach blends deep spiritual reverence, trauma-informed care, and grounded emotional presence. I create containers that feel safe, warm, attuned, and non-judgmental, where every participant can let their guard down and meet the medicine with trust.

This ceremony is offered through Jaguar House Ministries, a California-based 501(c)(3) religious organization that stewards sacred entheogenic sacraments as sincere religious practice. All medicine work is conducted within a legally protected spiritual framework, supported by First Amendment rights and the Religious Freedom Restoration Act. Participants are covered under this religious protection once they complete the simple membership form provided after registration. Contributions to the church are tax deductible to the extent allowed by law, and written acknowledgments are provided.

How to join

Space in this circle is limited and intentional. The first step is to complete a short intake form so I can understand your background, your current life, and your medical history. Once I have reviewed it, we will schedule a call to connect, answer your questions, and make sure this ceremony is the right fit for you.

Questions first? Email me at bobby@jaguarhouse.org.

This gathering is a chance to heal, reconnect, and remember the beauty of who we are as queer men. If something in your heart is pulling you toward this work, I would be honored to welcome you into this circle.